BAI Ch 9

“It hurts, it hurts, stop, ow!”

Ryujin bucked his hips, trying to alleviate the pain. As if mocking his attempts, Shin Haebeom’s pace quickened.

“Ah, ah.”

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He gasped for air. His lungs felt like they were about to burst. Nausea welled up in his throat.

“Ah. Ah, ah, uh, agh…! Ah…!”

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Ryujin collapsed weakly. It felt like an invisible hand was reaching down his throat, ripping out his insides. He opened his mouth, but only bile came out.

“Ugh!”

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Ryujin’s head was yanked back as he retched. Shin Haebeom’s hand gripped his hair in a bruising hold.

Shin Haebeom looked down at Ryujin’s agonized face.

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“Ha… uh. Ugh. Uh.”

“You’re hot.” He was smiling. “You’re so hot.”

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Ryujin’s fingers, scrabbling against the floor, found the wet towel. He clutched it. He needed something to hold onto.

Shin Haebeom, who had partially withdrawn, thrust back in.

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“Ugh!”

“I wonder…when you’ll finally…get used to this.”

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Their silhouettes were reflected in the steamy mirror. Now, Shin Haebeom didn’t pull Ryujin back when his body pushed forward. He moved with him. He moved his hips relentlessly, as if thrusting into Ryujin was all that mattered in the world, ignoring the blood flowing from the torn flesh.

“Ah. Ah, ah, ah, uh…ah, ah…”

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Ryujin braced himself against the mirrored wall. He could see himself and Shin Haebeom, moving like an animal, reflected in the steamy glass.

“No…no.”

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“Try to enjoy it.”

There was no way to stop the hand reaching for his chest. Shin Haebeom rolled his hardened nipples between his fingers, then pinched and pulled at them before finally stroking his entire palm across his chest.

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“Ugh. Uh. Ah!”

“You’re…so soft here.”

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Ryujin grabbed Shin Haebeom’s wrist with one hand. The fingers toying with his nipples stilled.

“Why?”

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“Don’t…touch.”

“You’re very protective of them.”

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Shin Haebeom chuckled. “Makes me want to touch them even more.”

The hand that had been playing with his chest moved down to his abdomen. Ryujin gasped. The pressure on his stomach made him want to urinate.

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“Ha…”

Shin Haebeom’s hand moved freely. He kneaded Ryujin’s lower abdomen, as if to reaffirm the presence of his cock buried inside him. Shin Haebeom’s fingers dug into his pubic hair.

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“Ugh, ah!”

“You’ll let me touch you here, right?”

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Ryujin moaned as Shin Haebeom’s hand gripped his cock. It was a rough, hot, and hard palm.

“Ah, don’t. Don’t…no, stop, don’t.”

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“Don’t what?”

Shin Haebeom pumped Ryujin’s cock as he thrust. After a while, he tilted his head.

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“Are you…insensitive?”

“No…!”

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“Then why are you like this? What’s wrong?”

“Let go!”

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Shin Haebeom didn’t let go. He stroked the tip of Ryujin’s cock with his thumb and exclaimed, “You’re impotent!”

Shin Haebeom burst out laughing, while Ryujin burst into tears.

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“No wonder. No wonder…no wonder!”

Even though he knew Ryujin couldn’t feel anything, Shin Haebeom continued pumping Ryujin’s cock even faster than before. Ryujin screamed. It felt like his lower body was being ripped apart.

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“Ah, agh…! Stop it!”

“Open your eyes.”

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Shin Haebeom reached out. He wiped the mirror, fogged with steam and his breath. Then he grabbed Ryujin’s chin and forced him to look straight ahead.

“Open your eyes and look closely.”

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Ryujin lowered his head. Shin Haebeom’s hand grabbed his red hair.

“Let go…! Let go of me!”

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“Look closely. This is you.”

Tears streamed down Ryujin’s face.

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“This is what you look like right now.”

“No. No. No!”

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Ryujin shook his head violently. His movement brushed Shin Haebeom’s fingers against the burn on his temple.

“Ow!”

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Shin Haebeom released Ryujin’s hair and cock and wrapped his arms around his body. He held Ryujin close as he struggled and kissed the burn on his temple. The thought that Ryujin would carry that scar for the rest of his life pleased him. How could he not be happy? Every time Ryujin looked in the mirror, every time his fingers brushed against it, this pretty thing would think of him.

Shin Haebeom pulled back. But he didn’t withdraw completely. He left the tip of his cock at the entrance and gasped for breath.

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“You’re…beautiful.”

Ryujin’s chest heaved. His back and hips ached.

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“Ugh. Sob.”

Just as his starved lungs filled with air, Shin Haebeom thrust back in.

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“Agh!”

He scraped against the heated inner walls. Semen spurted out. White droplets splattered on the inside of Ryujin’s thighs.

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“Ugh!”

Shin Haebeom’s lips twisted. He looked down at Ryujin, completely prone on the mat with only his hips raised. He looked like a deer hit by a dump truck and left sprawled on the asphalt.

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Shin Haebeom licked Ryujin’s neck. He slid his lips down to his shoulder. He bit down hard on the bony shoulder, and the limp body convulsed. Shin Haebeom gritted his teeth and came inside Ryujin.

“Hey.”

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Shin Haebeom grabbed Ryujin’s shoulder and turned him over. His cheeks and chin were covered in blood from biting his lips.

Shin Haebeom sat down heavily on the floor and laughed. He had to admit he had made a mistake. He had gone through all the trouble of cleaning him up, and now it was all for naught.

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He gently stroked Ryujin’s head as he curled up.

“Messy. I’ll cut it for you later.”

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“…Don’t need it.”

Ryujin replied in a hoarse voice. His entire body ached as if he had been stabbed repeatedly. The blood and semen staining his thighs were disgusting.

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The source of all this misery said, “Get up.”

“Go away.”

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“Get up.”

“Just go away! Please!”

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Ryujin squeezed his eyes shut. His eyelids felt hot.

“Don’t…touch me…”

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He couldn’t take it anymore. Just being in the same room as Shin Haebeom made it hard to breathe.

Ryujin stumbled several times as they walked down the long, cold corridor. Each time, Shin Haebeom forced him back on his feet. His back throbbed, and his knees wobbled. Cold sweat poured down his body like rain.

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Shin Haebeom looked back at Ryujin as they stood before a metal door with a sign that read “Visiting Room.”

“Want me to tell you who it is?”

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“Don’t need it.”

“It might be someone you don’t want to see.”

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“After dragging me all the way here? Cut the crap.”

Shin Haebeom shrugged. The door opened.

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Ryujin stumbled into the room. The “distinguished guest” sitting behind the glass window stood up abruptly.

“Ryujin.” It was Ha Shinsung.

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“Why are you here?”

“You look terrible.”

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“What’s it to you?”

Shin Haebeom didn’t leave. Ha Shinsung glared at him as he leaned against the window and lit a cigarette. But there was nothing he could do. As Shin Haebeom had said, he made the rules here.

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Ha Shinsung turned his attention back to Ryujin. “Have you eaten?”

“…….”

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“I put money in your account. Take care of yourself, even if it’s hard.”

“I don’t need it, so get out.”

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“Ryujin. Look at me.”

Ryujin closed his eyes. He could still feel the burning sensation of Shin Haebeom’s palm against his back. The semen staining his buttocks disgusted him. He was ashamed to be sitting here in front of Ha Shinsung like this. He couldn’t believe this was his body. He wanted to deny every part of himself that Shin Haebeom had touched. This isn’t me.

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“Seriously, why did you come?”

“I’m sorry.”

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“You came here to say that?”

“I’m sorry…truly.”

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Ryujin’s emotions welled up. Nothing would change now. He couldn’t forgive what had happened. He couldn’t even understand why Ha Shinsung was saying these things. Since when were they close enough to share a heartfelt moment through a glass window?

“So what?”

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“…….”

“You’re sorry, so what am I supposed to do?!”

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Ryujin slammed his hand against the glass. “Stop making that face! It’s pissing me off!”

“Getting angry at me won’t change anything. So…”

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“So get out! What the hell are you trying to do?! Did you come here to gawk at a kid who screwed up his life by not listening to you?!”

Ha Shinsung looked at Ryujin, who was on the verge of collapsing.

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“That’s not it. Calm down and sit down. Let’s talk. Ryujin, you look like you’re about to faint.”

“Yes! I’m so exhausted I’m about to collapse! So just go!”

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Shin Haebeom silently smoked his cigarette. Ha Shinsung had started off on the wrong foot. He understood Ha Shinsung’s desire to appear strong, but showing up all polished and pristine in front of his subordinate, who was now a criminal, was just…wrong.

“I’m looking for a lawyer. We’re going to trial.”

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“It’s no use. I’m dead now.”

“Don’t give up. There has to be a way.”

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“Why do you always…!”

Ryujin gritted his teeth. He was sick of Ha Shinsung’s false hope.

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“You made a promise… a promise you couldn’t keep…!”

Suppressed tears poured out. Ha Shinsung’s hazel eyes trembled.

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“Ryujin….”

“Leave me alone.”

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Shin Haebeom frowned. He felt strange. An endlessly uneasy and unpleasant feeling was slowly spreading from deep inside his body. He chewed on his cigarette paper.

“I said leave me alone!”

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“How can I do that?!”

Ha Shinsung exploded. Shin Haebeom nodded inwardly. He’d held back for a long time.

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Shin Haebeom looked at the trembling Ryujin. He wanted to applaud his tenacity, panting, sobbing, yet stubbornly holding on.

“I said I don’t need it! I don’t want anything!”

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“Please don’t say that. If you’re like this, if even you’re like this, then I can’t do anything!”

Ryujin spat out roughly.

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“I’m going to die here.”

“You don’t mean that.”

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“What does being the team leader matter! What do you matter! You’ve never treated me like a person, and now you’re spouting nonsense like you know something!”

The head of security gave him a look that asked if he was alright. Shin Haebeom waved him off.

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“You’re saying I don’t know anything?”

Ha Shinsung gritted his teeth.

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“You don’t know… how I, how I feel being here right now…”

The faces of Cha Moeun, Lee Rohan, and Baek Sayul flashed through his mind one by one. Things hadn’t always been smooth sailing with them. They clashed, fought, and argued as much as their respective positions and responsibilities demanded.

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However, they hadn’t become sworn enemies because, ultimately, they were comrades in the same boat. At least, that’s what Ha Shinsung thought. He had no idea that those comrades were sharing a secret he was unaware of.

“How! How could you, out of all those people, be with my father!”

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If it had been Gwak Hyeonwoo, he would have understood. He wouldn’t be happy, but he would understand. He could accept people who had overcome hardships together developing a special relationship.

But a relationship with Ha Sungrok? This was absolutely not okay.

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“Did you hate me that much?”

The more he thought about it, the more dumbfounded he became. He had tried to bury it in his heart and pretend he didn’t know, but he couldn’t. Seeing Ryujin’s outburst shattered his resolve. Ha Shinsung felt like slapping Ryujin, who was sitting blankly. He had been so proud and played hard to get.

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“What were you thinking while sleeping with my father? Did it feel good to screw me over? Or did that old man give you some allowance? Keeping it a secret from me?”

Ryujin didn’t move. He just stared at Ha Shinsung, whose veins were bulging in his neck.

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“What the hell were you thinking?!”

Ha Shinsung slammed his fist against the window. The agitated head of security approached, grabbed Ha Shinsung’s arm, and then stumbled back, hitting his lower back against the desk.

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“Say something, Ryu Yeonwoo.”

His agitated eyes gleamed.

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“Is that why you were so indifferent to me? Because you were sleeping with the boss?”

The cigarette fell from between Shin Haebeom’s fingers.

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“If you have a mouth, then speak! Even an excuse will do! You were so good at talking back, why are you mute now!”

The door burst open. Ryujin watched as the burly Disciplinary Training Unit officers subdued Ha Shinsung and pinned him to the floor. He felt as if his mind was being bleached white. He couldn’t think or speak. Meanwhile, his tears continued to flow.

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“See.”

Shin Haebeom, who he hadn’t even realized had approached, spoke.

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“I told you there were people you didn’t want to see.”

Shin Haebeom pulled Ryujin to his feet. He dragged his limp body towards the door. The moment Shin Haebeom’s left hand grasped the doorknob, Ryujin shouted.

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“To pay back Noona’s debt!” (This line implies Ryujin is referring to a sister figure. Consider changing “Noona” to a different term if this isn’t intended.)

As if vomiting the words.

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“I wanted to repay her because I was grateful! But I don’t have anything!”

Using that as an excuse now….

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The hand holding the doorknob trembled. Shin Haebeom realized the name of the unpleasant feeling he was experiencing. It was anger. He didn’t know whether it was directed at this pathetic kid or at Ha Shinsung, who was groaning on the floor.

A stifled voice pleaded.

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“I do what I can. I endure it no matter how hard and shitty it is. Because there’s no other way. Because there really wasn’t much I could do.”

“…….”

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“But it’s strange, isn’t it? The results are always a mess.”

Ryujin raised his head. His teary eyes looked up at Shin Haebeom.

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“Jung Ryujin. Stand up straight.”

“…….”

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“I said stand up straight!”

Shin Haebeom caught his collapsing body. Ha Shinsung yelled from beyond the window. Jin Chiwoo, who had burst through the door, looked down with a bewildered expression at Shin Haebeom and Ryujin, whom he was holding.

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