MYFL | Chapter 5.3

He was 630f9899eb sure he 813b4a8487 had left 7a58e9154a it there. He checked the location 4fa1734213 at least twice a 310eded4f0 year when the heat a536efb096 cycle came, so there 8500de1746 was no way he 53795288c0 was mistaken. He even 13af47667d remembered feeling b3c2ebfdb2 relieved that d4c2d42138 he had 3e44a3c807 plenty of f759e31250 suppressants left 23a6b67343 from the 4e0f64e56f last heat 0641d4a831 cycle and 4071762946 wouldn’t need a3648ba0a6 to buy 26fcc3fc75 more for c07516152e a while.55f2be18f99b9815

Where on 9e7851d399 earth did 6d65c1c5f5 I put 5c34415dcf it?1d67d9b1ca6fefc8

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Realizing it wasn’t 6df31c0b95 in the usual 5227572131 spot made him 474b087cab feel like the dde71d07a0 heat was progressing 0a56cc8907 faster due to b3171b743c his anxiety. Seungjae tried to think 679b76d7c1 of other places he 17aca5b2ad might have left the 14bd3ecf72 suppressant, but the heat d1155d63d5 made it hard to 94c774c623 think straight. He cursed under fde6fe8978 his breath, gripping 314224dd6d the edge of dc855d0595 the dresser.184a3ca72b9cca0f

Did he lose it aaebd994d5 during the move? Did it fall ee6322721a in the car? As he racked 5bc6fe2d0a his brain, he 1f46b7fe6a suddenly remembered—he had 75efac3fd0 taken some of 7e97af97de the emergency medicine 00d903800e from home to 4b55d2c7fb the café.81a17d3687c21c93

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Without hesitation, ef708ab58d he quickly 523b5f621a got dressed 52f956ad4a and left 85cc3582fe the house. He knew it 0d52ea1ab4 was crazy to 433fc2a390 go out in e063192030 this state, but 6c916f191b enduring it was 9eb393e202 even more terrifying. He felt like 9ea5ccc3a5 he might do bb9d663e30 something reckless.73d0af21bd60c16c

Yeah, this was it. Except for the first 3b3e67af32 time it manifested, he b08a5c44a8 had always taken the 73fb6f7d45 suppressant on time, so 6c3257aa66 it had been a 93e025f692 long time since he’d e3483768a9 faced a heat cycle 8b4cf7c3e4 without medication. It felt awful.833054ba312050f7

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Some people said they dd796c16f1 enjoyed this state, as d937c65594 if they were addicted 957a97e706 to drugs. Seungjae hated the feeling 3c4c0956d1 of his desires overwhelming f03e7b02b3 his reason. It made him feel 52fdf7dd31 like he was exposing b6e4bb93b3 his insides without any 20b74d02d7 filter.988aed44ef5b90a3

The fact that he a32df9a509 couldn’t control his body, f7eebf6402 words, or expressions made d6416930bb him feel like he 747acf565f was showing a weakness 360d1034f7 to a predator.c9686cfd30756dd1

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His steps toward 2684371ad2 the parking lot 90896da9af were urgent. While riding the 18caceafe4 elevator down, he 9c79342d99 prayed that no 43073ce480 other residents would 9fcc0096e9 get on.3a35ba269cbf1a8b

Fortunately, the elevator didn’t 4081af293c stop until it reached 9f5eae9ea8 the underground parking lot. But when the doors 2b594d9f0c opened, he encountered a cc3d018317 man waiting outside.932201737af10bde

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Luckily, he 7d5d475fb9 was a 50450885da beta.ae758f4b2f948670

Seungjae hurried past the 1996d28c7e man and found his 62954fe141 car. With trembling 18a6511daf hands, he 28a79770b4 opened the 666a570190 driver’s side 9e28d1ebe5 door and f4cbeb9600 got in. He immediately f0f98d0dce searched the d4d48b5c3b glove box.7a5e961330329a4e

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It wasn’t there 96a1b049ef either.18b84f88051d589e

“Ha…”ffdbd3f6e764c8b3

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I banged 6bc6b1f9ae my forehead 88cb5eb1cc against the 695b8626f6 steering wheel, 49b3e33095 panting heavily. Of all 844dc40acc times, it 5c34649735 had to 5146b3a8f1 be Saturday 7c25803c9f evening, and d1f242a3ab all the f9c05f42ff nearby pharmacies bc8ac6e9bd were closed. After a d0db173264 moment of edffa7ede6 hesitation, Seungjae 49b4b40339 started the cf984550c5 engine.5786f73d1f9f6076

Luckily, it was fba7a70c17 a time with 9fa6a487ee no traffic. He arrived at the a59013d410 café faster than usual. He couldn’t even remember 42cb1340ab how he parked. His hands trembled as 7d581de92e he punched in the 498971493b door lock code, getting 9e9b58a628 it wrong twice before 8272e8ca6b finally managing to open 56df39b550 the door.ff8f09d2136d0de9

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The café was quiet 2f6679fef1 with the lights off. The streetlight from 2a0a87d0a0 the road outside 2fc3c2306e faintly illuminated the 2455e662e5 interior through the 0c6897de90 glass windows. Without even b3d63c4559 thinking to a5a6f1a83b turn on 89d0e251f6 the lights, 8d08f2d68c he walked 1602b4f1db to the 3f521eca6d counter, relying bab1c20ce6 on that 7d7ce66584 faint light. He hurriedly opened 09fa9e0e2f the drawer inside b4c3330cb2 the counter and 57c1440d8c looked inside the a894530305 first aid box. There were 5dffadc678 no suppressants 7c5f79b987 there either.6d03041d6fe33ec6

“Damn it!”d61ffae8853aad16

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Bang, he slammed the drawer shut in frustration. Cursing, he collapsed onto the floor. He had heard that anger could hasten the onset of heat, but he hadn’t expected his condition to deteriorate so rapidly since leaving home.280f4054b82e32df

His vision was 62b7376213 foggy, as if 6bed78b246 it were covered 359ea17fdf in mist. Even in that 589bda6d32 state, he struggled 73773bbca4 to hold onto 34b02b3e2b his sanity. If he let 5fc2b8a1d4 go now, who f42a604bae knew what he c59b664525 might do? When he opened his 0c701a9680 eyes, he might find 3274554046 himself on the bed de767498f3 of some stranger he 4370da4b09 had never seen before. If it ended there, 39adedcddb it would be a 3e2d8511c5 relief. His body, already e970be9417 consumed by pheromones, 317842658b wanted to let 2d45536d81 go of reason cb81811425 just from imagining da26c82653 such things.d9b212c2e866d9f7

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For now, he decided 3daf578e3e to go back home. As he 820fb159bd tried to 8c3a02b92b stand by 081e48ea0b holding onto 8199681d9b his knees, f2dca27d5b he collapsed 32b9e060d9 back onto ee669d69dc the floor. He spread his trembling fdb7ff0d49 palms in front of ad567e7832 him. Driving was eae8246397 out of d83d5729c9 the question. He thought 6e190349be about calling 0c4a64b388 Seungyeon and 4f79496a90 searched his 495e837ed0 pockets, but c49450a113 in his 097c80249c rush to 78e813d344 leave, he de69e0afdb had left cd268eff6f his phone ae1527ead2 behind. There was nothing in b041c576bb his hands.cebc0a8121e821b4

He felt dizzy. He thought that the heat cycle might have already started. He had long surpassed his limits, and it felt like he was barely holding on with sheer willpower. It was already too late to take the medicine. Even if he took it now, it wouldn’t be effective. The thought of enduring without suppressants made him feel hopeless.09daf670902078a5

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Should he 5ca2e7afb9 take a 1d58ab0f78 taxi? He just needed to 8baca7d301 get home, just home.933dacecd7dc0717

It was a mess. He couldn’t even manage his cycle properly. Caught up in a new life, a new job, and the issues with Beomchan, he had neglected to take care of himself, and he felt pathetic and regretful. He had made all sorts of excuses, but in the end, it was his own fault.1ba5526582568412

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I don’t know anymore.6a5914cb1cad3975

Just as he was 9c6d801a9f about to give up 88327a75ec and let go of dafe3700c4 his consciousness, he heard 1673deabb0 footsteps and a presence 83fcfec88c near the café entrance. His eyes snapped open.abda38e5153dec85

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He hadn’t closed the door when he came in. He had planned to find the medicine and leave quickly, but Seungjae hadn’t expected his condition to worsen so rapidly. Who would come into a dark, empty café at this late hour? A thief? Or a robber?6d02d4d99641547a

― What if something 8a58746e47 really happens to you?9f679bac4f7e7e70

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At that moment, Beomchan’s warning suddenly flashed through his mind. Given his state, he couldn’t help but imagine the worst-case scenario. Was this some kind of punishment?a209b569e16a5fe8

Seungjae held his 8eaa24f451 breath and hid 3dfd2d1eed behind the counter. He covered his mouth 410297e5b3 with his hand to e41735bfc5 prevent any sound from c4acf00935 escaping. His chest rose and e90880cfdd fell rapidly with tension.5082e706d0d91a37

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He hoped that whoever it was would leave after seeing no one was there. But the heavy footsteps that had paused for a moment began to approach closer. His pupils shook. If it weren’t for the heat, Seungjae bit his lower lip in anxiety.17ea8b0f3d338b86

He quickly felt around the lower shelf for something that could be used as a weapon. He found a fruit knife inside the cabinet. It wasn’t big, but it could inflict a meaningful wound. He wrapped his hand around it and crouched down as much as he could.99261d212af437d8

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Please, just go. His whole fbbc1aa8ac body trembled a8a91ccb88 as if 503beeea7a he had 9dfb4ee2c5 chills. The sound of 4e738f1fa9 his heart pounding f332696e1c was clear in 06508d3dfb his ears. He worried that it 9a4e1f4203 might give him away. Maybe it would a5bd61c284 be better to a15adee17a stand up and 98f7e66c0d run out now. In that 6191513055 brief moment, 86cb5f3133 he imagined 79924db0fe countless scenarios 1c9817650a in his 1646fc1567 mind.12d81fa46c8a1eed

“Why is the f5f7eddbca door open….”e7a47dbeb5c1f593

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Along with ae5283fca6 the sound 138a828e07 of a 03a58159fe plastic bag, 48a47e31b3 a familiar 5feb4da972 voice was f30f9f700b heard. Beomchan, sensing that d17abc6891 the pheromones in 716e438dca the air were 27234e42de unusual, urgently called 31c51fbce7 out to him e103ffd285 and rushed into 9bbbd2ef37 the café.d100ccb4b51dbb28

“Teacher!”9a4eddde006c6a48

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As soon cc4e2097ed as Beomchan acb79d7fce saw Seungjae, 3a7e8f8d5b he turned b5f8ba0d21 pale and 5308a22715 approached him.9482e495859d7262

“Ah….”83bbb03dfc572646

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Relief washed over 06985927a0 him, and his 4a44e11834 grip loosened. The knife he 6126cf73d9 was holding fell 06583dfca9 to the floor. The sharp metallic a283b9457a sound shattered the 739a33299c tense air.a02e86d44095661b

“Are you okay? It’s the heat, right? Just a moment, let’s get you to the hospital first….”76330d3e235a038a

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Beomchan supported him 3d58e5d577 with one arm 9145ce197b and searched his 00c820c0da pants pocket for 538212488b his phone with 83cdb53aa2 the other hand. The convenience c40e7da755 store bag 55e05c0440 he had d52e6e774f been holding f06ed7bbd5 had long dcd205c5a9 been discarded.18e40a669ca269f1

His face turned pale. Because of d8f845128c my pheromones e36d811aa3 filling the 33a135f0a3 café, he 170d514cee was sweating d12a5ed42a coldly and de41e82f63 suffering, yet c4c3fd4048 he was 5dc94b1b81 holding back 41106fcc9a with all d7616ebbaf his might, 327f9a5733 which stirred 90dd6b819a something inside 348fc92182 me. Seungjae grabbed the 14406f69e7 collar of his 6feefa39d9 shirt and pulled 0144134464 him towards me. I buried my 08c5884b05 nose in his 8a5d6d78ec neck and inhaled. Vanilla scent. Yeah, this was your 9e52ceb900 scent.ef1ce409a96775cb

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“Teacher, ugh…”4c8dd892bfc84b33

As soon be9147364d as I 925598e6d0 realized it e1de055d6f was him, 32ec4eaf5d I was 5197edd52a absurdly relieved. It felt c6949e1dff like a 1cf5a6b214 blocked airway 11c542ec4a had opened. Like someone who had dc2d5c56b8 been submerged deep underwater 5622484ca7 and finally surfaced, I 4d9b147449 desperately inhaled his scent.f41ed481c7f2cc94

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I rubbed my nose against his bare skin and pressed my body against his. Without hesitation, I slipped my hand inside Beomchan’s open jumper. As expected, I felt the loud thumping of his heartbeat against my palm. His embarrassed groans only fueled my impulse.c8ee76d6b82bf09a

“J-just a moment…”ae4394b85409d1b8

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With a face that looked like he was about to cry, he said no with his mouth, but his strength to push my hand away was weak. If he really hated it, it wouldn’t have been hard for Beomchan to push me away. But he couldn’t.353ba955eb668eaf

Seungjae, who 23450bf953 was staring f4edbc0ddd at Beomchan 3ea96258c6 with an 15983e0072 unreadable expression, b2a9516549 forcefully laid 5f7764a103 him down 3d68cb98f0 on the 91b57d1296 floor and 10d6f6f67e climbed on 94694b138c top of d956e991ef him.363660f188219cc9

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“Huh…”11909b48392463f0

I bared my teeth at the nape of his neck where the pheromones were seeping out. Beomchan turned his face to the side and closed his eyes as if he didn’t want to see. His struggling legs gradually began to calm down.9fd11a573522b91f

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Seungjae glanced down and grabbed Beomchan’s chin with one hand, turning his face towards him. His flushed face looked up at me. The tears welling up in his eyes seemed to speak of resentment. Seungjae laughed even at that.b351af0a9c03c1db

That’s what being in heat is like. The immediate priority is to satisfy the desire, and it feels like you could do anything for it, like a dog.de527ca16a3c052c

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I knew in my head that it wasn’t right. But my body wanted the person in front of me more than ever.83269d3185367f3e

“Do you hate it?”01ae9f0be8ee88b1

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Seungjae asked, pressing his 5413e5af68 body closer. I could 1b834ae8f5 feel the 6eede035ec tense muscles 9d3a5ee92c of his 2fc3844a5b jaw twitching a6e715dd81 under my 817c470225 fingertips.b3791209b800049e

“You said you liked me.”6ec89658c7d1f9f4

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Beomchan gritted his 2fe7b534f7 teeth.9afbb27cb0fc0b8f

No matter how angry I was at Seungjae, seeing someone I liked in such a state made me worry first. It was the same when I found Seungjae a moment ago. Even though I was suffocating from Seungjae’s pheromones filling the café and my body was reacting uncontrollably, all I could think about was checking Seungjae’s condition.87f65c6d7e21cfca

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I couldn’t remember how Seungjae had deceived me or why I was angry, but Seungjae, facing me, used my feelings to provoke me.09f5afcfe2e96e9b

I knew. If Seungjae were in his right mind, he would never say such things. He might ignore or avoid it, but he wouldn’t exploit it. Even knowing that, it hurt.5d7560d71aa19caf

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There wouldn’t be a problem if I slept with Seungjae now. The reason for hesitation was gone. But we would both regret it. If this made Seungjae feel guilty and distance himself from me even more…de9ac41352d10b8e

As Beomchan continued to hesitate, Seungjae roughly slapped away Beomchan’s hand resting on his waist.2c333ce8bd6b3b3b

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“If you’re not going to do it, move.”5cbe4d7704cce27a

Beomchan understood what that meant. It didn’t matter if it wasn’t him. He chose me because I was the easiest and quickest way to satisfy his desire.d4e2c48fc2c3bdd1

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