C | Chapter 5.4 | Lies | Crack in the Truth

“Ah, ah… Wait a minute! …Ah,”

Was the talk of becoming a beast merely about sexual preference?

That thought was fleeting. Rough, assertive, passionate… No description seemed sufficient. Revenant seemed like someone who didn’t know the word ‘stop’. No, more like a beast that didn’t understand human language.

After biting Ian’s collarbone, Revenant didn’t stop his teeth and moved his hands. The shirt, which was being unbuttoned, ripped apart at the last button, unable to be undone. The sound of the fabric tearing harshly stimulated Ian’s ears, making him flinch and pull his body back.

It was too fast. There seemed to be some gap between sexual attraction and actual sex that Ian was unaware of. Revenant had crushed that gap in an instant.

“Ah, not yet… There are, there are people around…”
“Who is here?”
“People…,”

At that moment, the door closed with a faint sound. After the person who brought the medicine and water had left, only Ian and Revenant remained in the bedroom.

Revenant wasted no time and unbuckled his jeans. He pressed down the fabric with his knees and pulled Ian’s body to separate him from his jeans. When Ian tried to push him away, Revenant caught his hand and made him grab his own shirt.

“Take it off.”

Ian shook his head. It was ridiculous that he had started this, but he felt like if he got caught up in Revenant’s pace, it wouldn’t be sex but something else entirely.

“I don’t want to… Do it yourself.”

He wanted to buy some time. He wanted to prepare himself while Revenant was undressing. Revenant, who was already pulling down Ian’s briefs, asked,

“Why?”

Ian’s eyes widened in indignation.

“Look, I’m expensive.”

As soon as he said it, his face turned red, feeling utterly foolish.

But he hadn’t meant that he would just lie there and receive pleasure without moving a finger. He simply wanted to draw a line because it seemed like Revenant was about to pounce on him like a literal beast.

It might seem like I clung to you first and you responded, damn it. No, it’s not like that. I’m not that easy. It’s not just because I’m horny.

It’s because it’s you.

So… give me some time to savor this situation. Don’t just urge me to heat up. Be a bit more tender… At least make me feel some affection. Even if it’s just something similar.

While he was lost in these thoughts, his body became completely naked. Revenant spread Ian’s legs with his knees. The feeling of being spread open by force was embarrassingly exposed to Revenant’s gaze, and Ian tensed his thighs, resisting.

Large hands burrowed into his hair, tilting his head back slightly, and then Revenant’s face approached between his legs.

The sound of both cheeks flushing was unmistakable. Ian stared at Revenant with a flushed face. The blue eyes were clouded with something dense. Ian didn’t know it, but it was lust.

“So, what do you want me to do?”

Ian muffled a moan in his mouth.

“Just… well,”
“Well?”
“Well… handle it well…,”

Ian couldn’t finish his sentence and instead cursed. Revenant gave a short laugh.

“Don’t worry. I’m well aware you’re expensive.”

How, and just how expensive are you, the question rolled in with his tongue. Revenant kissed him deeply, roughly, completely overlapping his body. While sucking on his lips, Revenant with one hand tore off his own clothes. His lips slid down Ian’s jaw to his neck, insistently digging in and leaving bite marks. The breath Ian had been holding surged out as he struggled, grasping at Revenant’s hair.

Revenant’s mouth opened slightly. But soon, he was back to gnawing at Ian’s neck.

“Ah, ah… Go on.”

The panting lips really seemed to be consuming him. Revenant’s expression suggested he could devour Ian entirely. As Ian winced in pain, Revenant pinned his arms above his head. His legs were already trapped under Revenant’s. Being captured and tied down felt akin to being preyed upon. Their eyes met briefly. The rolling eyes were cloudier than before. The cold eyes that usually treated someone like a child were scary, but now they were many times more terrifying.

Ian opened his mouth and exhaled sharply.

“This is kind of scary.”
“Why?”

He wanted to scream in frustration at the really ignorant question.

“It feels like I’m going to be devoured.”

Revenant chuckled briefly.

“Getting a little chewed on the neck won’t kill you.”

Normally, that would be true. But you’re really like a beast now. A beast that relishes human flesh.

As he was thinking this, Revenant’s tongue darted out long, licking across Ian’s chest. If it were for feeding, his beast-like tongue, resembling a certain part of a rough animal, traced a sticky path down his sternum and bit into his nipple. The gnashing sound was audible.

Ian, frightened in advance, lifted his hips, and the sound changed. The sound of flesh being licked, bones being scraped, blood being sucked…

Long-lasting, yet seemingly never tiring, the lips that explored Ian’s chest and nipples glided down to his navel.

“Huh,”

As Revenant thrust his thick tongue into the narrow navel, Ian reflexively grabbed his shoulder and twisted his waist. A tingling sensation spread across his entire lower abdomen. Like marking his territory, Revenant smeared saliva all around the navel and slipped his hand under Ian’s thigh, lifting one leg. His tongue was already sucking at the boundary between the leg and groin without Ian realizing it.

Every spot his tongue touched sparked a new point of stimulation. The sensation of first-time stimuli was quickly converted to pleasure by Revenant, drastically shortening the time.

As soon as one side felt good, an even greater pleasure began on the other side. While Ian was still feeling the pain, Revenant was adding another sensation. Ian could only grasp at Revenant’s arm or hair. The sensations were too fast and wild to follow with thought.

“Ah, that…,”

His body kept twisting. Ian decided to just close his eyes. It seemed better not to see that undulating red tongue that kept disturbing his sight. But the moment his eyelids turned black, Revenant bit down on his protruding hip bone.

“Ouch! It hurts!”

As Ian cried out, Revenant’s clouded gaze swooped in.

“Don’t close your eyes.”
“It’s because you keep doing… embarrassing things,”
“Focus. Don’t take your eyes off me.”

Was he really serious?

Ian blinked, losing his words.

Do you think I can think of something else while you’re driving me this hard?

Why. I’m going crazy because it’s only you right now.

Revenant licked over the hip bone that bore his teeth marks. That alone wasn’t enough, apparently, as he enveloped his entire mouth and sucked noisily. The sound of human lips touching human flesh was primal and instinctive like the wild. It was natural to get goosebumps from such a sound. But Ian, undoubtedly, felt aroused by that sound. The act of being devoured, really being chewed and sucked like a beast, all excited him.

Because it seemed like in this moment, there was only you for me. Because it looks like you’re excited and going crazy over me.

Cling more. Hang on more. Act crazier. Tell me you’ll never let go again.

After chewing on the flesh with his lips for a while, Revenant lifted his head.

“Here, I like it.”

Whether he meant it satisfied his sense of beauty or his taste buds was unclear.

Below that, his tongue greedily enveloped Ian’s erection. At that moment, all sensations seemed to converge at the tip of his penis.

“Haah…”

Ian unconsciously twisted his waist. The reflexive movement seemed to push his groin closer to Revenant’s face. Revenant laughed shortly and sucked hard on the penis.

“Uh! Wait a minute… That’s too, uh!”

The stimulation Revenant gave was too intense. If he hadn’t gripped his hair desperately, he would have come right then. Ian curled his toes and called out to him.

“Ah, please… don’t start too strong… Ah! Uh,”

His voice, mixed with moans, sounded pleading. Ian shook his head in shame. Revenant spread his legs wider and buried his head deeper. The intense suction from the tip of the penis caused all the accumulated sensations to burst forth at once.

“Uh… ah…”

The feeling of climax made his vision turn white. Ian gasped for air he’d forgotten to breathe. Revenant held the penis in his mouth for a moment before letting go.

Ian couldn’t keep looking at him and turned his head slightly, but Revenant’s hand reached out and immediately grabbed his chin, forcing him to face him. Inside Revenant’s reddened mouth, white semen pooled.

“Damn, you’re making me look at that… It’s filthy!”

Revenant grinned and lifted Ian’s legs. The penis, just after climaxing, glistened with saliva in his vision. The black pubic hair, matching Ian’s hair color, was slicked and tousled.

Ian’s face turned bright red.

Seeing his own penis, distinctly marked by someone else, was incredibly stimulating. The only word that came to mind was erotic. Revenant, kneeling, lifted Ian’s body and slightly bowed his head to align his groin with his height.

Revenant’s tongue, smeared with semen, slipped out and slid down the groin. When Revenant’s tongue searched for an insertable hole on a man’s body, it was unbearable.

“It’s dirty!”

Ian struggled desperately. The more he struggled, the stronger Revenant’s grip on his legs grew.

“You’re a kid, so it’s not dirty.”

Revenant casually murmured while sucking on that spot. Ian forcibly bent his waist, struggling and flailing his arms at Revenant.

“No, who’s a kid… don’t, don’t do it…!”

Suddenly, the lower body that had been held up dropped. Revenant had let go of his hands. Before Ian could crawl away with his elbows, Revenant climbed on top of him and trapped him between his knees.

What had been out of mind until just before, the large penis, now loomed enlarged before his eyes.

The penis, fiercely erect as if it could twitch any moment, had a fierce presence but resembled Revenant. It was irritatingly straight and neat in its form, an extreme yet somehow fitting primal sensation.

“Take a good look. This is going inside you.”

Revenant’s sex was obsessive. He seemed to want Ian to remember every moment.

Ian slowly swallowed and nodded. The burly penis that abruptly invaded his vision was hideous and fierce at first glance, but it was hard to look away.

Witnessing his own penis being sucked off by Revenant was incredibly erotic. But Revenant’s penis was several times more so. So erotic it made the back of his head throb.

“Mark it as yours.”
“How?”
“Well. Maybe put some saliva on it.”

Revenant gripped Ian’s chin and pulled him between his legs. Ian swallowed again.

How do you put such a big thing in your mouth, he thought, but automatically his tongue came out and touched the glans. A wet slurping sound echoed. Ian cautiously tasted the thick flesh.

It tasted alive. Hot, burly, with a strange flavor that pulled at his lower stomach. Ian bent his head further down and licked more of the area.

Like he had done, he pressed his tongue tight and sucked with his lips. The sound of saliva pooling was audible.

Suddenly, Revenant’s body moved away. As Ian looked up in confusion, a sharp pain suddenly approached between his buttocks.

“Ouch! What…!”

A long finger burrowed in, wriggling. As before, while holding one ankle with one hand, Revenant used his other hand to forcibly stretch the hole where his penis would enter, clearly visible in the exposed view between his spread legs.

“It hurts…”

Another pleading-like sound came out. Revenant casually ignored Ian’s words.

“Already? You can’t be serious.”
“Really, it hurts… Ah! I’ve never done it this way… damn it, so… ah,”

A second finger entered, and the sensation of the opening stretching intensified. Each move of Revenant’s fingers made the inside feel slick.

Indeed, it was.

The entrance was soaked with Ian’s semen or Revenant’s saliva. As the inside got wetter, and it felt like something was going to leak out, Ian kept contracting the hole.

“So, what do you want me to do?”

Revenant added a third finger. The entrance stretched tautly, pulling a shudder from Ian.

“Stop it?”
“That, that’s… ah,”
“It’s too late.”

The fingers that had been forcefully stirring and stretching inside pulled out all at once. The sensation of something being expelled from the body was different from climaxing but seemed to share some common ground. Ian jerked his hips and covered his mouth.

“It really hurts…”
“Exaggeration is fine.”

Revenant held his penis and brought it to the mercilessly spread entrance.

“Not that.”

With a sound of flesh being pushed, Revenant’s penis penetrated the entrance.

“Huh!”

Everything was different from the fingers. The mass, the volume, the overwhelming size of the force…

Revenant’s words that it couldn’t hurt already were true. Compared to now, the fingers might have felt ticklish.

“Ah… Ouch! It hurts!”

The hot column splitting inside felt like it could burn everything like a flame. The heat from the penis added to the frictional heat. It wasn’t just a penis but a torch being thrust in. It felt like the only remaining place in his body was where the penis burrowed.

Revenant, whether due to friction or moisture, diligently plowed through the swollen mucous membrane and pushed himself in.

The involuntary muscle movements, regardless of Ian’s will, clenched around Revenant’s penis. It seemed like a movement trying to kick him out in anger or, conversely, begging to embrace him.

“Ah… Ouch!”

Ian bit his lip and closed his eyes as he screamed. Revenant immediately slapped his cheek.

“Don’t close your eyes. Focus.”

Ian cried out.

“I can’t even think a nail’s worth of other thoughts as it is! What more do you want!”

At that moment, Revenant, who had been wielding his desires like a ruthless tyrant, unexpectedly let a satisfied smile slip.

“Good. You know you’re having sex with me.”

His words made Ian spontaneously hot.

“What kind of sex is this!”

This isn’t sex; you’re devouring me.

“You didn’t know what sex was because you’re a kid.”

“Damn it! Don’t call me a kid!”

Revenant paused in pushing his penis and reached behind Ian’s back, then suddenly lifted him. Ian, with his legs spread and Revenant’s penis inserted, assumed a position clinging to him.

As his body was lifted and then settled back on Revenant, the penis fully entered. At the moment his body stretched to its limit, it seemed like a snapping sound echoed from between the flesh. The enormous foreign sensation seemed intent on drilling through his body.

“Ouch! It hurts!”

Caught in the pain of forced friction, Ian lunged at Revenant and bit his earlobe hard. Revenant, as if unable to feel pain, embraced Ian and laughed. The laughter flowed through their connected bodies as a warm vibration.

Stepping back slightly, Revenant was indeed smiling. It was a smile infused with clear emotion, something Ian had never seen before. Although it had been violent and hot, he had not felt any affection in their previous acts, but this smile transformed it into something different. The sincerely smiling Revenant seemed tender.

Thump, his heart pounded. Revenant pressed his lips against Ian’s and whispered.

“You’re having sex with me right now.”

It felt like sweetness was dripping down heavily onto him. Revenant, with his penis fully inserted, just held Ian still and embraced him. He gently stroked his spine, then tousled his hair.

Revenant planted a light kiss on his lips.

“Ian. Ian.”

Could the act of burying a penis inside be this tender?

Or was the act of repeatedly calling his name during sex that sweet? Ian was intoxicated by the dizzying sweetness. The pain that had been so vivid was quietly subsiding.

“Revenant…”

Ian murmured his name in return. The thick smile felt suffocatingly deep. The baby kisses that followed were continuous. Unable to withstand the tickling, Ian himself pulled Revenant’s neck closer and layered their lips, pushing his tongue forward.

“Hmm!”

Immediately, his tongue was sucked. The kiss, awaited as if it were, began rough and intense. In the tidal wave of the kiss, Revenant’s penis thrust inside.

“Ah, ouch… it hurts…!”

The more it hurt, the harder Ian hugged Revenant’s neck.

Mark it as yours.

Revenant had made him look at his penis before insertion for a reason. The image of the penis, engraved in his eyes, made it clear what was writhing inside him. Associating the sensation with the actual sight made it all the more vivid.

“Mine…”

Ian muttered as he bit his lip.

Mine.

That thought made the pain all the more endearing. Ian spread his legs wider and pressed his lower body more tightly against Revenant.

Mine.

That word, that feeling, that imprint was so delightful that, at this moment, the pain seemed like nothing. Whether Revenant was Leo, whether Leo had left, whether he had loved him, and even though he still didn’t know who Leo was, none of it mattered right now.

Mine.

Ian hugged Revenant tightly, exhaling hot breath.

This man is mine.

His lips touched Revenant’s ear. Ian pressed his lips as if to bite and whispered.

“Mine.”

The thumping sound intensified. Ian swallowed the moans pushing out from his stomach and clung to Revenant. The hot penis seemed to be searching for something as it prodded here and there inside the walls.

“Ah, ah! Wait a minute… Ah, no… ouch!”

White spread through his mind.

Annoyingly, it was intertwined with pain and called forth a completely different new sensation.

Ian cried out incoherently in moans and whimpers, shaking atop Revenant’s body.

It felt like he would die once this moment passed. Desperately clinging like a madman, he felt like he would die if he let go of Revenant.

“Ah, ah! Stop… Ah! There, don’t stop… Ah!”

As the pain simply became sensation, and the sensation undulated and eventually turned into pleasure during that time, Pop, it felt like something burst.

Ian screamed almost like a shriek as he climaxed.

Almost simultaneously, Revenant’s rough breathing filled his ears. A warm spread inside him. Ian’s limbs, which had been clinging to Revenant, slackened, and he collapsed backward.

Revenant quickly caught him and laid him down on the bed properly. Revenant’s abdomen was stained with the semen he had spilled. Staring blankly at it as he blinked, Revenant overlaid his body.

“You can complain some more if you like.”

His hand, sweaty and stickily clinging to his forehead, tenderly pushed back his hair. But his words were far from tender.

“From now on, I’ll do what I want.”

Then what was everything until now!

Before a bewildered Ian could pounce in protest, Revenant’s tongue invaded his mouth.

That was the beginning.