CR | Chapter 4.5

Having heard about a fantastic place for chajangmyeon, Kim Donghwa went to the Chinese restaurant with Wi Woori, and the chajangmyeon was indeed fantastic, easing his mood a bit. Was he just irritable because he was hungry? Maybe it was the flour in the noodles that was making him feel slightly better.

After seeing Wi Woori off to his group meeting, Kim Donghwa returned home, panting heavily. Talking with Wi Woori had cleared his mind, but his body still felt heavy. It was like he was coming down with the flu, which was unpleasant. There was no reason for him to catch a cold, especially not in spring, but it still annoyed him.

The up-and-down mood wasn’t normal.

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Deciding it would be good to lie down, he stepped into the shower, letting the hot water pour over him. At the same time, he felt feverish. His whole body was hot. Feeling dizzy, he gritted his teeth throughout the shower.

No, fuck, why am I like this?

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He was far from someone who would get the flu, so this unusual condition was bewildering. Barely managing to exit the bathroom, Kim Donghwa staggered, catching his breath with difficulty.

“Ah…”

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Sweating profusely, his body shivered as if it were freezing. Even amidst the tremors, cold sweat continued to pour.

He had just finished showering, but already felt sticky again. The thought of taking another shower brought fear of collapsing right there. This was the first time he had felt such concern, so Kim Donghwa decided to lie down first, managing to drag his heavy feet to the bedroom.

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Collapsing onto the bed, he pulled the blanket up to his chin.

“Haah… Ah…”

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Even without intention, groans of agony escaped him.

At that moment, his heart, which had been both aching and itchy, suddenly felt like it was plummeting. The sensation of gravity pulling him down hard made him dizzy, and he suddenly smelled the scent of rain emanating from himself.

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It was the rain scent Wi Woori had talked about, fresh yet thick, reminiscent of a heavy downpour. At the same time, every nerve in his body was on edge, almost jumping out of his skin. The air felt sharp, as if it were clawing at his entire body.

What’s this?

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Realizing this was no ordinary flu, Kim Donghwa opened his eyes wide, his expression turning grave.

‘Avoid encountering omegas for the time being.’

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It was then that he remembered a warning from the pamphlet given to him when he manifested as an alpha.

‘During the initial stages of manifestation, exposure to omega pheromones can trigger the rut cycle rapidly, and in unfamiliar ruts, one might lose their rationality; be especially cautious.’

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Ah. Kim Donghwa involuntarily closed his eyes tight and exhaled heavily.

Rut, rut. He had only heard about it; he never imagined he’d experience it firsthand. If only he had paid more attention to the warnings at the hospital. Had he been too complacent?

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Kim Donghwa tried to think as rationally as possible, recalling the symptoms of a rut cycle he had learned about. At first, symptoms similar to a cold often lead those new to manifestation to mistake it for a flu. Then, the skin feels prickly like it’s feverish, the head spins, and soon, a heat like arousal spreads throughout the body, libido surges, and upon catching an omega’s pheromone, one might lose their mind and rush forward as if their rationality were paralyzed.

This was one reason Wi Woori didn’t like alphas. The sudden superiority due to pheromone traits was, in his words, “fucking annoying.”

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Because of this, even while his mind was wavering, Kim Donghwa feared turning into that. With symptoms that had already escalated to what felt like the flu, he now felt despair at the bubbling sensation in his lower abdomen.

Even without touching himself, he could feel the blood rushing to his genitals. His breath was rising, tight to his chin as if it would strangle him any moment.

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Despite his body trembling, curled up tightly, Kim Donghwa didn’t dare touch his genitals. Why was a mere pheromone driving him to lose his rationality? He tried to act like a modern, educated person, but he couldn’t be sure how long that would last.

Moreover, although Wi Woori had gone for the group project, he would likely only say hello and come back. Kim Donghwa was worried that if he masturbated alone, his pheromones might burst out, potentially threatening Wi Woori.

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He was also scared of what would happen if Wi Woori noticed.

…Ah, but would he notice?

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Wi Woori was always so dull. Despite having smelled his pheromones countless times, he only ever commented on how nice the perfume smelled, asking him to buy one too, saying such insignificant things.

And just the day before yesterday, he had gone wild from Wi Woori’s pheromones and masturbated. Wi Woori, while completely at the mercy of his own pheromones, seemed unaware that it was due to pheromones, only feeling a slight self-loathing for crossing the line between friends.

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Should I be glad he’s dull, or worry that he’s an idiot?

Thinking about Wi Woori, the scent of his fresh pheromones came to mind, perfectly mirroring his positive and energetic personality.

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As soon as he thought of him, his body felt like it was sinking to the floor. Kim Donghwa gasped, clutching his chest. It felt like someone had pierced his chest and was sucking his heart out with a vacuum cleaner.

“Haah, ah… Ugh, ugh…”

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Fuck, if Wi Woori goes into heat now, I shouldn’t make a big fuss.

If he had known how troublesome this would be, he would have obediently gone to fetch suppressants for him. Kim Donghwa grimaced, recalling how he had boasted about getting suppressants for Wi Woori when he couldn’t move.

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His body was already curled up, but he tried to curl up even more. Putting tension on his body until his Achilles tendon stretched, it seemed like heat was rising from his skin.

Grinding his teeth, Kim Donghwa clutched the bed sheet tightly. He had to resolve this before Wi Woori came back or hope that Wi Woori would continue to be oblivious.

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The problem was, since this was his first rut, he didn’t know how to quickly alleviate it, nor was there any assurance that his pheromones would remain disguised as perfume to Wi Woori.

Contrary to his anxious mind, his body heated up more and more. The rising heat swirled around his genitals, bringing vivid stimulation. First, he thought he should cool down this heat. Kim Donghwa clumsily took off his pants and flung the blanket aside to meet the cold air of the room.

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The chill made his body hair stand on end, his face contorted involuntarily, and his teeth clenched. Even then, his penis, confined in his underwear, was steadily growing larger. Without doing anything, the front of his underwear was already soaking wet.

Fuck, I’m not even a teenager, what’s this?

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Aside from Wi Woori noticing his pheromones, the thought of him seeing him in this state was mortifying. He remembered Wi Woori laughing and pointing at him on the day he had his first wet dream.

“Ha, fuck…”

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He couldn’t bear to be mocked like that again.

Kim Donghwa, with his neck bent forward, tried hard to suppress the stimulation all over his body. Despite this, his penis, which had begun to swell, continued to grow without slowing down.

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The head of his penis, now peeking out over his underwear band, glistened with precum, and his urethra, twitching in desire for stimulation, was on the verge of climaxing.

He wanted to masturbate right away, whether by hand or by humping the bedsheet, he just wanted to come.

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What kind of unwanted ascetic practice is this?

With his teeth clenched, Kim Donghwa felt his vision blurring and his consciousness fading. He felt like he would lose his rationality any moment. Unconsciously, his hand reached down and grabbed his genitals. Even though his hand was hot, the penis felt even hotter.

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Kim Donghwa began to rub around his urethra insistently. Pressing down with his thumb, his body involuntarily twitched. He gently scratched the sensitive areas with his nails. He gripped the swollen head tightly before slapping the shaft to make a sound.

Pleasure crept up from his toes. Feeling his thigh muscles tense, Kim Donghwa threw his head back with a hot moan. Instinctively, he alternated between squeezing and releasing the glans while speeding up the hand that was stroking the shaft.

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Tears of pleasure formed at the corners of his tightly shut eyes, and beads of sweat dotted his heated body. The room was filled with the scent of rain as if a storm was raging. His nose tingled as if it would go numb from the unfamiliar scent. With his face contorted, Kim Donghwa shook in the peak of pleasure.

Then,

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“Kim Donghwa!”

The door burst open, and Wi Woori’s voice, which he did not want to hear, pierced his ears. The hand that was masturbating stopped abruptly. Fuck, even cursing seemed trivial now.

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“What’s this?”

“…Hic, ah.”

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“What is it? What are you doing?”

The voice was not as bright as usual.

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His voice, now firm and hardened, was sharp enough to convey his discomfort. Kim Donghwa could not muster any response. He was in no state to tell Woori to get lost, not when he himself was in such a mess, nor could he bring himself to admit that he had just manifested as an alpha.

The sense of embarrassment was overshadowed by the feeling of being utterly compromised. Kim Donghwa gritted his teeth, still not turning his back to Wi Woori. Fortunately, the blanket covered him completely, and Wi Woori seemed to think he was just suffering from a high fever.

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The sound of footsteps approaching was particularly clear, and then a cold hand touched his forehead.

“I can tell you have a fever… but did you manifest? This is an alpha’s pheromone.”

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“…”

“When did it start? Why did you hide it?”

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“…”

Kim Donghwa just kept his eyes tightly shut, avoiding the question. Internally, he was reciting every curse he had learned over the years.

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Why would I tell you when you said you hated it so much?

Such words couldn’t be spoken. Kim Donghwa was quickly thinking about how to resolve this situation while feeling Wi Woori’s pheromones slowly seeping into him.

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Damn, I had no idea omega pheromones could have this effect during a rut.

His body, which had seemed to find some peace momentarily, soon began to boil with intense excitement. His vision was spinning. Overwhelmed by an uncontrollable desire, Kim Donghwa clenched his fists tightly, ignoring the intense pressure on his own arousal.

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“Why did you hide it, are you in rut now? Oh, no, is it because you’re in your manifestation period?”

Instead of the expected disgust, there was a playful tone in Wi Woori’s voice, almost as if he was saying, ‘Now you know how it feels.’ Kim Donghwa couldn’t help but scowl.

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“You bastard… aren’t you going to leave?”

“You’re the one who lied, so why are you upset with me?”

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“…”

“Where are the suppressants?”

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Perhaps he was sulking. At that moment when Wi Woori’s voice sounded somewhat downcast and he slightly moved away, even if it was just a few centimeters, the dilution of his pheromones was so clear that Kim Donghwa instinctively grabbed his wrist.

Screw the suppressants, his instincts screamed that he needed Wi Woori right now. His mind told him to shake off Wi Woori, but at this point, with his eyes already glazed over, there was no rationality to overcome instinct.

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“Why are you like this? Where are the suppressants? So this was your pheromone? No wonder I felt itchy every time I smelled it.”

“…Wi Woori.”

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“Hmm?”